Last night we gathered once more for the workshop Reconnect: Back to the Basics. This meeting turned to the themes of creativity and guilt, and I would like to share with you a passage from the channeling that came through:
“Have you looked closely at your guilt lately? Have you noticed how deeply creative you are? The ways you blame yourself, the ways you link yourself to what has or hasn’t happened – all of this reveals a remarkable creativity. Often you twist reality so completely that it takes immense creativity to arrange things in a way that feels logical, even when it is distorted. You are creative in the ways you prove to yourself – or try to show yourself – that you are somehow wrong.
“The more you recognize that you are enough just as you are, the more this truth takes root within you, and the more your creativity can move in a different direction. Instead of proving that you are not enough, your creativity can become an expression of who you truly are. From proving to expressing, from wrongness to creativity – this is the shift we invite you to make.
“For this shift to happen, you must be willing to feel your sense of ‘not enoughness’. It might be in one aspect of your life or across the whole of you – it does not matter. Do not struggle to map every part of it at once or to solve everything together – that will not work. Choose one place, at most two, and allow yourself to feel not enough. And when you sink into that feeling, bring light into it. Let the light that flows from within you touch the darkness.
“Could it be that I am enough as I am? This is the light we ask you to kindle while you are in the darkness of guilt. Could it be that I am enough as I am? This question is like water to one who thirsts. For guilt dries you out; it makes the inner spring falter and fade.
“But if you can hold the possibility that you are enough, the spring can flow again. And if you are enough, then all that remains is to focus on what you want and who you are – what you long to create, what you wish to experience, what you are ready to give and to receive. When you stop fighting to prove your innocence, you can finally turn toward your expression.
“Some time ago we offered you the possibility that everything is okay. Tonight we return to offer you the possibility that you are okay. Can you accept this? Or are you still caught in argument, still busy proving? Who are you, truly?
“We invite you to enter the very feeling you wish to escape. It is not simple, it is not easy. But we call you to bring light into the darkness – at a time when even the moon itself falls into shadow. At the moment when shadows awaken, we call you to awaken the light within”.
